This day has finally come huh... Well, not that I wasn't expecting it. Didn't want to blog because I was not in the best of mood to share my results, or my feelings or the combination I chose for next year. But since today is a special day, I guess I'll just have to force myself out of the shell I had created. Its the end of another school year, the end of our memories in 2G. Or rather, the continuation of our memories. Our chapter ends here... but at least we still have the story. Remember people, 10 years down the road, we have an agreement we should fulfil. Come to think of it, what happens then? 10 years seems so long... but then again, one year passes by so quickly. Mm... Its no use thinking about these thoughts, I should focus on more important things. Maybe... haha, I still think I'm a pure loser. *laughs sadistically at self pathetic look* Seriously...

M... after today, I wouldn't be able to hear Cara's constant teasing of me as the Dark and Tortured Soul, wouldn't hear Maxine's mm.. whine as I poked her in the sides, wouldn't see ShuHui's hair-crown, wouldn't see Emily being called Emily and YiTing's Mirror event with Laoshi. And I supposed I'll miss Lauren... cause I don't have someone else to play basketball with. Other than that, its nice for me to have peace and quiet finally. Ahh... Internet is weird now. Or its my IP address... pfft... And its been 2 hours since I start writing this. Yup, I'm definitely losing my blogging spirit. Its lost somewhere... along with my appetite. I'm still tired about blogging. There isn't much to talk about, since my life is really... not worth mentioning. Or the part that is worth mentioning isn't good to be mentioned. Yea yea, I know... as part of 2g and 6l, I haven't been doing my job to be an active participant. Neither did I do a good job to be a friend because namely, tell me how many aspect of my life are you aware of? Not that I can remember your own life/favourtite things too... I'm a failure in such things. Ah, but I supposed, as with all years with my friends, I'll remember after 5 years. Actually... not really. I can't remember... my good friends birthday but I can remember extra people's birthday (those who keep pestering me and made those birthday occupy a space in my small brain). But its also these people who had brighten up my otherwise pathetic and dark life I supposed.

Eat, Work, Eat, Work, Sleep, Wake up, Eat... and the whole cycle continues. I'm a self-professed workaholic who will be way too focussed on a task to even neglect dinner times. Its a strength as well as a flaw. But I prefer to think of it as a good thing... I get to endure.

Somehow, (this was written at 5.30+ and its now 11.00. I know, I'm not focussed as usual.) I wonder whether it was a good thing to be able to express my emotionless self. Ahh no, I'm still a human very much, able to get angry, cry and be happy. But only to some extent. ... its 12a.m and I haven't finish this. Fine. I shall get it done.. tomorrow maybe. *tired look*

*picking up from where I left* Okay, hopefully, today, I'll be able to finish this. Coincidentally, I heard this song today. (That's What Friends Are For)
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And I
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember.....

Chorus
Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me
for sure
that's what friends are for

In good times
And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Verse 2
Well you came and open me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you....

Ohhh and then
For the times when we're apart
Well just close your eyes and know
These words are comming from my heart
And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh
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I know I know... that doesn't sound like me. And I should say, I did declare I didn't do a good job being a friend. Except to a few... Nevermind. This is dedicated to 2G since well... I know my other friends understand me. Its quite funny that people care alot about parting but not the meeting. First impressions count for everything but the process? That I'm not sure. As for others impression on me, thank you *dry tone* for saying I'm a Dark and Tortured soul, a Bao Gong, a Teddy Bear, a Bamboo... And many more. I know I responded each time with a death threat and yet never really bother about it. But give it up... I mean, I really can get mean with you people. You don't want to get on the bad side of me. And and, Laoshi, I know there exists a seven colour rainbow in the world. I don't totally live in a grayscale world surrounded in darkness. Nope, I'm living in a mid world, sealed shut but at least I can peer at the rainbow pyreflies flying around the glass sphere. And the sun still shines down on me. Bah... next year would be a weird year. Hopefully I'll survive. And for all those NJ people, I know I'll see you. Somewhere... sometime. This isn't a sentimental post is it... I thought it lacked a lot of emotions. Just... didn't want to make people cry. *adds more tinge of sadness within* Ciao~