Monday, May 29, 2006
I'm forced to post this...
Right, since Geel is complaning, I shall do this... I'm nice to her. Really nice...
Rules: Express your Love for SEVEN and get others to know more about you. :D Copy and Paste the following into your own blog and complete all SEVEN bullets of the SEVEN questions. Then, pick SEVEN people to pass it on! Have fun!
SEVEN things that make me smile:
#Finding out that there is no such word as "smile"
#Get really good for EOYs... I'm deproving...
#Some random thoughts that always leave a smile on my face for some reason
#Don't smile
#See the end of the world (Well... maybe not)
#Get together with the gang and we can talk like we once talked before
#Betray Joani and P by helping Shang! *laughs*
SEVEN ways to win my heart:
#For those who know me, you know my heart. You know what it is. And you know what I am like.
SEVEN things I believe in:
#There is nothing as fate
#Split personality
#You hold the own key
#Memories are what that sustain you
#Unless you believe in something, you're not living in this world
#Each person has another person living within
#I can change myself
SEVEN things I'm afraid of:
#One day, there was this big nuclear bomb which decided to drop down... (I wonder who believed that)
#Suddenly all alone... but I'll get used to it
#Reaching home one day to find that everything was an illusion
#Losing myself in insanity
#Get overwhelmed by my emotions
#See no more Joani, Shang, P, Dan, Geel...
#Losing my sarcasm... I actually couldn't rebut my brother. The horror...
SEVEN things I do everyday:
#Use computer
#Status busy in Msn
#Eat... but I'm losing my appetite after camp for some reason
#Get up, Wash face, Lie on the couch, drop back to sleep
#Incidentally, I just have writer's block... you know what that means
#Stare back coldly
#Make at least one sarcastic remark
SEVEN people I want to see now:
#My Cissuhan Shang!
#The gang I had in my primary school years. You know who you are...
#I don't think anyone else... nope, since I last saw my schoolmates only a few days ago
SEVEN people whom I choose to do this:
#Carrot a.k.a Lorry
#Avril
#Anyone who decides to be boring enough to read my blog since I think only a few people decide to read...
You can read the camp post if you want... And the snow is supposed to cool you down. Its summer so its hot. If you've got a fever, you want to cool down... not? Ciao
Sky sense hope at 5/29/2006 07:50:00 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Camp
Oh yada... I'm now all dark and looking like a malay. I love camp! There was like so many fun activites and leeches bites! Okay... that wasn't really fun but seriously, it was one of the best camps I've been too. Right, for my sudden mood swings now, I shall attempt to summarise my camp experience.
Day 1: The Arising Storm
Arrived in school dressed in track pants and settled in the corner specially reserved for our class. Then, we had the last assembly for the term and went to the audi for a cooling down time. Board the bus to Johor where I had my group of friends with me. Lao shi and Mrs Ng also followed us and we were joking all the way. Then halfway Mrs Ng started singing so we joined in. Funny, who would have thought that Lao Shi would ask Mrs Ng to sing the "Man Jiang Hong"? Anyway, we arrived in our long-awaited campsite. Got into the groupings and got to know our trainer. Zai!! He stones man! Separated and started introducing ourselves. We had to come up with a name for our group (I'm in Group 8 and it rocks! I meant it! Zai stones!) After some suggestions, we came up with Superfangs! Then we were led to the dorms where it was one of a kind. Pity those who have not as much company as me. Change to wet wear and proceeded to the first activity. Rafting! Provided with sticks and stones... umm, no, containers. Jac was one of the testers when we built the raft. Ooh it floated and Jac got to lie on it like she was posing! Then we went for the No Man's land 1. Wee, saw Princess and Queen then we went to cheer them. Got no points... oh well, had dinner then the night trek I think... Finally, day 1 was over!
Day 2: All for one and one for All
Woke up at 5 something and accidentally woke up the whole dorm. We were the earliest! Report to the Dewan, had breakfast and started the first activity. Skipping ropes! Man, I actually managed to jump in and jump out again... My first attempt! Anyway, we went to Sherwood 2 to play with the tyres. Ohh, I skipped the last tyre by accident and almost fell into the water. Still, had to go into the water. Since our group had 18 people, we stuffed 9 into the two tubes. Zai wanted us to sing so we burst into singing "Twinkle Twinkle Little star". Hilary was like pressing her palm onto the wall so that she can leave her imprint there. Got out of the tube then trekked all the way to the swamp. We had mudfight!! Melinda got all dirty and I think someone fell into the water by accident. Went back to the campsite and decided to hug the rest but they all ran away... Nobody loves me anymore... Oh well, had a filling lunch and started on our walk to the waterfall. Xiaohui and Melin got bitten by leeches! We got to see the big fat leech cause it sucked out Xiaohui's blood. Anyway, arrived at the waterfall and had a good splash. Wei Ning was telling ghost story and keep going like "You... touched me..." Went back to campsite after a long trek and ate dinner. I managed to have time to bathe! Oh anyway, we had the blindman's trail which was a bit weird. Nevertheless, we finished the activity and waited for the others to come back from the night hike. Played Broken Telephone. Really funny! Classic one was "Listen to Nature" when the answer was "Insect repellent repels mosquitoes but attract sandflies because of the sweet smell." Ohh.. Then the other one was "The trainers are in the Milky Way" or something like that where the answer was "The stars are shining bright but Trainer Huzaimi (He's my trainer! Stoner!!) can't find the Orion belt." Got dismissed and went back to sleep.
Day 3: Memories kept within the flame
Woke up at 6 this time.. a little early nonetheless. We had our breakfast then proceeded to Sherwood 1. Spent like 1 hour on the first activty. I fell into the water four to five times but the log was really slippery! Anyway, walked across the shaky bridge thing and went to the monkey bars. Couldn't even get pass the first one! I need to train... Then Wye Ning's group came over and wanted the raft thing. We protested naturally but Zai played rock paper scissors and lost! So we had to give up and went to the other activity. Crossed the river and started doing the clap.
Everybody dance now~
-lap- *clap* -lap-
Two times!
-lap- -lap- *clap* -lap-
Three times!
-lap- lap- *clap* -lap- -lap- *clap* -lap- -lap- *clap* -lap-
Lets break it down now~
-lap- *clap* -right l- -right l- *clap* -left l- *clap* -right l- -right l- *clap* -left l- *clap* -right l- -right l- *clap* -lap- -cross hands- -lap- YEA!
Got up the river and then played with the raft thing. Man, I'm an "outcast" since I'm one of the two not having a group... We had to solve a riddle so we can get across. But then, since my group only had Zai, me and the another, it was really easy. Zai's role was policeman, the other was cannibal and I'm like... A person who feels safe with policeman and will get eaten by the cannibal. Got onto the land dripping wet then proceeded to have outdoor cooking. Had yummy instant noodles! Civilisation at last! Shared one miserable packet since we cook really slow. Didn't even have enough time to wash up but I actually managed to bathe and change within 7 minutes. Watched the trainers do some funny show thing. Wei Ning was still singing "You are beautiful! So Beautiful~~ MY FOOT! I saw your face... And I RAN away, cause I don't know what to do... You make me want to PUKE!" Haha, learnt some more cheers for the campfire and went for our bbq dinner... It was BBQ but... well, have to appreciate the food at home no matter what already. Got ready for our campfire which was a blast!
Campfire's burning out~
(Campfire's burning out)
Campfire's burning out~
(Campfire's burning out)
Burning out~
BURN BURN BURN!
Burning out~
BURN BURN BURN!
Campfire's burning in this dark dark night, you go
(Ooh Yea, Yipee yipee yea)
Campfire's burning in this dark dark night, you go
(Ooh yea, yipee yipee yea)
Campfire's burning out~
(Campfire's burning out)
Campfire's burning out~
(Campfire's burning out)
Everyone put on funny shows! Not excluding my own group and group 9... the FANKEYS! Fangs + Zonkeys what... Anyway, I swear a dragonfly commited suicide by diving into the campfire... Don't know...
*Insert Pink Panther's theme song*
Paradise~ This place is Paradise... NOT!
I want to go home~
Back to my TV, computer and phone~
LALALALALALA
*Insert weird Gelang sipaku Gelang song*
ooo ooOO OOOO
*Insert "Can't take my eyes off from you"*
ooo ooOO OOOO
North South East West
Who's the best!
I say Fankeys Fankeys Is the best! (x2)
ooo ooOO OOOO
I've got a fever
I'm Hot, and I can't be stopped! (x2)
I've got the front oo back ahh
Can't be stopped (x2)
*Insert "We will rock you"*
ooo ooOO OOOO
Repeat after me (*)
Early morning late at night (*)
The Fankeys are out to fight (*)
Be united act as one (*)
We WILL win the war this time! (*)
-soft- We will win the war (x3) -soft-
-normal- We will win the war (x3) -normal-
-Mad and loud- WE WILL WIN THE WAR (x3) -Mad and loud-
*Insert long and loud screams*
*Insert Pink Panther's theme song*
---- * Echo----
Man... starting to miss camp. This is like one long post. Oh well, we had debrief and supper. Lights out was at 12! My dorm was of course... cheering once more but since alot of them were tired, we didn't cheer as loud as last night. I think I slept like a mummy... was like in one position the whole time and wrapped in the camp t-shirt. Drifted off to sleep...
Day 4: The Last Meeting
Woke up with a sore back but feeling refreshed. Had some bland noodles for breakfast then packed up our bags. Had to clean the dorm but it wasn't like it was really dirty. We had a couple of shorts... a few unwanted muddy shoes only. Had photoes taken then for some reason, we did the ... foot thing. Drove off for our seafood lunch which unfortuantely, I couldn't eat since I had been bitten by bed bugs or it was rashes... I still have it now but its getting lesser. Still think its rashes. Nevermind, got past the checkpoint and finally arrived home sweet home. Oh, and we came up with claps for a few people.
The Lao Shi's clap:
*Clap* Xiao peng you... OK? (And we reply with ALRIGHT!)
The Mrs Ng's clap:
*Clap* Ni shuo ne?
The Shu Hui's clap:
*Clap* Funny nose!
The Eunice's clap:
*Clap* -raise both hands in victory sign- Pizza!
The Ee Leng's clap: (x3)
*Clap* I love my cousin~
*Clap* I miss my cousin~
*Clap* I miss my cousin SO MUCH~
That's all... Unless you want the lame questions I came up with because I was bored...
What did Red say to Blue?
Ans: We make a combination
What did Red say to White?
Ans: We're brothers, we make the Singapore flag
What did Black say to White?
Ans: How come you're so clean?
That's all... This is a long post... Right, Ciao people.
Sky sense hope at 5/28/2006 02:45:00 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
Nothing much
The thorn scratched against the surface,
Barely leaving a scar,
Yet the metallic sound rang,
loud and empty
echoing until the abyss swallowed it
Perhaps all is too late to know
to understand, to feel
The pain aching in one's deepest
What's done cannot be undone
The flow already decided
The board is set
The pieces in position
One wrong step could lead to extermination
or the other, a corner
To hide from everyone
It hurts much, too much
to be in constant denial
Doubt does nothing
numbing your pain
But not letting you forgetting it
The mask on one's face
Remain unchanging
But how much of it is a mask
It might be a masquerade
A full mask
One never knows
What the other is thinking
The mask hides all
even the deepest one
Hidden in mine for one to find
Mistakes made can be undone
But the scar left because of it
washes grief on the face
The thorn is still stuck
Dug in, clung on, refusing to leave
I walked my own path, and chose the wrong junction. My mistake...
Sky sense hope at 5/19/2006 08:02:00 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
After two months
Fine, I admit I didn't blog. But hey, blame blogger also. I mean, I tried to post two times and the first one was there was this error so my post didn't get through. The second time was when blogger refused entry to me. So... yea, this post has been postponed... Not that there is much to say as usual. Its been a boring two months, unless you count the exams which had everyone practically jerky. And good for me, I proved my chem teacher wrong. I quote, "What happened to you? You don't have the energy as you had last year... You're doing quite badly." And then... I managed to do well for chemistry. *evil laugh* At least for bio, I did as expected. Bah... Ms tan is going to leave us... I don't like it. She's the one teacher that I really appreciate, after having raise this... burning passion for biology. *cough* Now, that's poetry... or some random comments because of chapel today. Anyway, onto some random facts...
Since everyone keeps complaining that I never put any paragraph... I'll try this out. I hate it though... Just have to live with it. Its weird after examinations, I mean, I know there is stuff to do, like homework everything and I desperately need to do work to spend my time cause it seems weird to laze around. But I'm more or less not doing anything lately, just playing playing and more playing. Not to mention the research I did for the chinese debate and the biology work which I had to rushed through yesterday. Man, that got to be one hell of a Sunday... like those days when we had to rush through the geog report, the bio brochure and umm... I don't think anything else. Its just one hectic afternoon cum evening where I was screaming... And it was mother's day! I think my mum was glaring at me cause I was cursing... But at least the end results turned out alright... until I decided to change it again. That's another story which has not occur yet.. Going to be a boring post after all...
Come to think of it, I'm actually having fun with the chinese debate. For some reason, I'm always remembering weird and random facts that are out of syllabus. Something like how lightning was formed, why the egyptian mummys would not decompose, how Hitler lived during his prime, how Mao Zedong founded the People's Republic of China and not like Taiwan which is the Republic of China. The list goes on and on... but there're all facts that do not imply to daily life, unless I want to be a physist, a chemist, a historian or a politician. Unlikely, I prefer to be a doctor actually. A physcologist. Who wants to get treated? Bah... have to get qualifications first. Besides, I don't think anyone would like me. My face is, I quote from jae, "lian hei hei." Who cares, its like, my dream anyway. Speaking of dreams, I've been having some weird ones. And i can't remember any. Other than the weird sharks eating me one. That's it... I'm cracking. I swear I am. Sharks and me do not relate at all. And it a shallow water sea still. Its not last year's ISO haunting me... is it?
Like I said, its going to be a boring post. So far, I think I didn't say any profound things that depicts only me. I'm not like nic who spews out a whole lot of stuff just to vent her anger. Definitely not her. Right, so this paragraph would most or less likely be about me. Well, since the thought just crossed my mind. I have a couple of aliases and amazingly, they all have their sad story. Not that I'm going to share those with you... Funny why the drama teacher remembers me as Sky. Thanks ar, lorry. Its going to be stuck on me till like... eight weeks later I think. And she's the first to fully call me that on and on and on. Bleh... I'm known as Sky then. Feels weird, thinks weird, is weird. So... its weird. That's all...
The emotional stuff is now coming from my heart. I don't get it why like, the class is kind of separated. I mean, it always has been, with the cliques and all but its kind of a distant feeling with everyone. Its kind of like a mask on a person's face and they just remain that way. I'm not sure whether there are cases of backstabbing... it'll get worse if there are. Probably, that's why I'll never fully trust anyone. I haven't had a serious case of backstabbing or i'm probably too... slow to realise there are cases of backstabbing. Still, I don't wish to be involve in any... betrayal. Bah, I sound weird. Oh, and hey, for those reading this, you people are still my friends. I just can never trust a person deeply... except for one maybe. Guess who's the lucky one? Alright, its a long post. Shall save this. Don't give me any error blogger.... Ciao~
Sky sense hope at 5/15/2006 09:13:00 PM
