Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Teachers' Day
So its 31st August. Teachers' day. I don't think I really care. Its a teacher's day and not mine anyway. I must also add that it is my father's birthday. Its a fun day... not for me but for others as usual. The day starts with a very shaking exercise. I mean it as you have to shake your butt, wave your hands and fidget around, very badly. Fine, straight to the point. Its Aces day. I don't see how a card is related to exercise but it is. Not that I saw a card drop from the sky... So we had to shake our butt and point it straight in the direction it was supposed to be. By the end of the half hour period, I came to 2 conclusion. 1. The fact that younger people are more active is false. We, as students, are supposed to be active but we didn't even lift our fingers once. Maybe some of us did but not the majority. 2. Teachers tend to be more sporty than student. That is suprising but that is the truth. Most of the teachers actually follow the exercise routine. And they looked funny. And very kawaii. And did I mention the fact that my lao shi moved only like twice but bring laughter to my whole class? *laughs at the thought* Anyway, we ended that exercise and had to go back to class... for lessons. Its teachers' day, and the teachers still have to teach. Quite lame but it is the truth. So we actually "stole" our lao shi's period to finish our presents for the rest of the teachers. Got back our progress report. I did quite well but i'm still not contended. *sigh* I guess I'm always like that. After that was chem then english. After english, we went to measure height and weight. *groans* I didn't grow but I gained weight. YAY! *goes diao...* Actually, really pleased that I gained weight. I'm really very light. San is actually 10kg heavier than me. Finishing our measurements, we watched the celebration. Its funny but though the theme is "School of Rock", I have to admit that there isn't really any rock in there. The songs are not that rock and one group did not performed that well. *Thats phrased in a nice way I hope...* *Your decision... I do not care that much* *Very well.* The teachers performed one item again, and its a song...again. No idea how they got their claps but they did. After being dismissed, went back to bp. Should be real happy but I'm not. I don't know why... I've been waiting for this day but when it arrives, I just feel normal about it. When I see dan and the old gang, I'm just... I can't describe my feelings but I didn't feel joy. Maybe its the way I'm turning out to be... I choose this path anyway. *sigh* Everytime I have this kind of feeling, I keep thinking nobody understands me. But then, now I'm telling myself that this is my path. The way I want to turn out to be. I still love my friends. Very much. Very very much. But for me, expressing with words is something I can't do. I really love you all. I just can't express myself. Going to play badminton now. Ciao~!
Sky sense hope at 8/31/2005 03:32:00 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
midnight meddling
wasn't exactly midnight...more like late night...but well...its like the hole house was dark so i'll say midnight. apologise for not blogging. i've been either continuing my ISO project or writing my stories. double load so i couldn't blog could i? so maybe i could...but its just the usual lfie so i doubt i want to blog about it. anyway, kind of happened yesterday. amusing actually...i'm not sure what i had in mind but i guess i have emphasised enough on my brother's bad bad bad handwriting to make your imagine the situation. not that you people might want to... still, it was like our computer is still kind of spoilt. its now in XP haha. no...thats not an emoticon...its the windows XP. not used to it but i think i have to... wait...now i'm drifting away from my topic. So my brotehr wrote down some stuff but his handwriting is bad so can't decipher the message. mum told me to write again... *i'm always doing the work...* i dragged that task till night then i remembered. bad me yes...i know that. so i took that paper and started to write but the language and writing was a bit...unclear. so i asked my dad. mum was like glaring but i didn't know. or maybe i did... i can't remember. dad started saying things about my brother's writing and language. urgh...the dronging of words. i was supposed to go solemn but i laughed. no idea...kind of wasn't myself at all. then later i got out to put the things. Mum was outside and started lecturing me on why she asked me to do the writing. I know all that...i don't even know why i asked my dad in the first place though. still...while mum was lecturing, i wasn't feeling remorseful or something like that...more like uh huh...go on...i don't care. apathetic...i guess thats what it felt like. something tells me my eyes were like defiant but i think i'm normal...its strange...i mean i'm supposed to be nice little kid who respects parents and obeys their orders. instead i'm starting to tear apart the peace. should be something to do with what i've been trying to do...that incident wasn't that bad...infact, getting used to it. oh well...shall fiddle with script now. ciao people.
Sky sense hope at 8/15/2005 09:03:00 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
baka
yea yea...i haven't post in one week. not that i don't intend to. was really busy with work. take friday...i got home at 4 i think then went online to meet friends for some meeting...which in the end turned out badly because of absenties. there was only like 3 out of 6 people. and the other 3 should have come home about the same time as me. i don't blame one of them...her com is spoilt but the other two...grr... and then my dad told me that i have to be off at 6 because i'm going out for dinner. so i was irritated thoroughly. then when i got home i had to do my ISO. stupid...that took me quite alot of time and i had to wake up early on saturday. in the end i had to sleep at 11. its early...for me cause i usually sleep at 2 on friday. but i had to wake up early the next day so... anyway, on sat, i was away till sun 6 plus then i return. quite bad...in fact...very very bad. went fishing...in indonesia. very far...i know...and just for fishing. at least i caught fishes...which taste bad....because they died due to lack of water. the only thing i found nice was the nipal fruit. yum! too bad its finished...1 kg of it gone... sigh...i don't wanna talk about the fishes. ewww...taste so bad but they were quite big. shouldn't be proud though. i mean the net was placed there to stop the fish from escaping. talking of big...there were 3 big fishes. really really big. irked at one of them. my mum wanted me to try catch it *you know you shouldn't have...* i know...but she's my mum after all...*for who do you live...and for who will you protect...* ... anyway, so i hooked a dead fresh squid there and cast my line into the water. stupid fish wam farther away then turned and looked at me, waving one of its fin at me and opening its mouth at me as if it is laughing. *that is your own fault...* i know... well, i got back on sunday evening and immedaitely used my com. i had to...for my ISO project again...editing graphs which in the end i missed out one...sorry members...i don't know why that one is missing. monday was usual...busy busy with ISO of course. tuesday...couldn't use computer i think...maybe i did...but was doing other stuff so could not blog. wednesday doing iso again. thursday really really freaked out with ISO. stayed till 12 to do it and print it out. in the end couldn't bind and bind it today. thanks mentor!! *she can't see it...* i know...i just thoguht its nice to express feelings... *then you're wrong...feelings are nothing...like emotions...* yes...very well then. i shall not do that again. i'm sorry... audrey and geel went back home le... i have totally no idea why...but everytime they coem to my house, my com will have problems... jinx.. but oh well... we spent almost the whole day playing mahjong. quite funny actually... i was going to drink water and dreu just laugh out loudly. so i stopped and then tried to drink again then aud laughed again. in the end, i couldn't drink and the water spilt out. i got my revenge however... geel was actually wearing black and pink so i said geel, you are bright you know...not as in that intellectually bright. drey was drinking water at that point but laughed and spilt her water too! i didn't realise i was having revenge until geel told me. was a little bit confused and distracted today...no idea why though. alright...i'm done tagging now. wonder whether i should change the words colours...ciao
Sky sense hope at 8/06/2005 04:55:00 PM
hello! this is audrey. i shall update for ning because ning seldom update, so me, being her GOOD friend, shall do it for her.
ISO IS OVER !!!!!!!!!!WOOHOO. man. i went to hell and came back from it just doing the darn iso. *ya...because hades don't want her. i mean she's bringing the PINK trend there...* sharks. man they are sure scary. big teeth and stuuf, but you know, all these are wrong! wrong, wrong wrong! -Aud
believe it...this is the real me. aud is sooooo bad to me. she stole my com!!! i just open the window and she wrote!!! noooooo.......it won't look nice...whatever...since nice audrey want to writ my blog...i'll let her. i'm going to write later...-Sky
almost but didn't. near but far. same but different. (:
you know what? the 'rainbow' essay? i got
28 upon thirty. :D*i never understand people...i don't even understand myself. let alone this weird weird aud. i mean it...WEIRD WEIRD WEIRDY PINKY AUD*hem hem. i don't understand ning either. but never mind. if i dont think she'll like me understanding her anyways. hahaha.
escaping from reality. such a sad thing. reality is real. YOU are in reality. if you escape from reality, thus you are running away from yourself. WHY? i ask, WHY? because of some materialism.
Sky sense hope at 8/06/2005 11:17:00 AM
