well...i'm in school now haha. amazing huh?i dunno what to say lol. my friends are in China. right...part of my friends that is. ah...miss you peeps so much.(not you geelyn though. if you tag in my tag-board saying you're sad LoL. i dun think neone will believe you sheesh...and how many secrets do you want to tell other people?) eep... i'm thinking of the possible solutions of my jobs right now. working in macdonald doesn't seem bad =) you get free food! umm...on second thought...i'll get sick of it. not bad lah...i won't get fat. cos i scared fo junk food le. hmm...another choice? a tagger! thast someone who tags alot in a tag-board. right...i know i'm lame. comeon... liek you people don't know. next choice? no idea. i can be alistener tomy friends...but it kinds of makes me depressed also. awww...i always look on the bright side but hearing my friends out will make me down. =( still, nothing stays the same forever. and if you peeps ever need someone, gimme a call. i'll be there if i can. i'll try hard. real hard to be there. its just a matter of time for me. oh yea...and whether i'm there or not. besides, it makes my dy brighter if i can help ^^ was actually thinking how small the world is =/ (right geel, you know why now shut up) and how i actually seems to experience more things than 13 yrs old. (this geel also knows. wahh...weird that she knows alot of things right? i agree! =( ) this i can't say anything about it. nothng. just need to say it out cos i have too many things on my mind lately. got a few online friends again! usual for me... its easy for me to make online friends but not real life friends. heh...but my friends know better of cos ^^ you peeps know me better. forgot to add something again. this is TOTALLY directed at geel. NOW DON'T SHOW MY PHOTO! done. sheesh...i swear that if you do show it. i'm dead. real dead. and you won't see me. either i mean that i'll disappear ro you will die. its all up to you to decipher. the com screen is hurting my eye. bibi then peeps!~
so much to think about. yup, again, i totally drained my book supply. lost count of the numebr of books i read. but its reread and reread. should have sponsors to see all this. i'll get a lot of donations...T.T ah well. just read Who Moved My Cheese borrowed from eunice. amazing how the author managed to grab our characteristics in just 4 different kind of people in the story. There's 2 mice and 2 LittlePeople. not that it gives me anything to think about. what it said was already on my mind. Let go of your cheese and move on. ^^ i don't need much to think bout after this. its just simply amazing how the author is able to give us teh concept of change in a simple story. i'm shrugging. i don't know why. feelin so cold right now and yet the sun is like shining down on me? oh...i'm not having sars or dengue fever. i don't really know whats all this about. just so cold. hehe. slept in ai-con yesterday for no rhyme of reason. realise that either my senses are sharp or i was half awake. i wake up everyday to the ringing of my alarm clock. or actually...wake up before the alarm clock rings and then shut it. then i will tumble back onto my bed, trying to catch more winks. my mum have yet to open the door and i already know she is going to open it. so she just open it and i'm up! though its sat but same thing happend today, except that it was my dad, going to turn the air-con off. he just opened the door and i was liek awake. of course, i didn't get up. too sleepy. besides, its sat. no school. sleep time. breakfast was nasi-lemak. home made. and some pancakes too. taste quite nice. to yesterday in school now. wasn't really good with the math test. was like left the 2nd last qn blank. and the bonus question...calculation error!! >.< instead of 17 i got 27. ahh... i don't think i did quite well.. but well. i must have confidence... =P got the history results. i got 66. how good is that? haha. i don't know. finally, my school is over with the exams. and what hell... the people who too exams no need come to school yeswterday but we need. cos we only one day exam. the sec 4 also have to come. like so extra standing down there with 1T. the days for the China trip for my class and 1T is closing in. should be excited, but i'm not. not going anyway so why should i be happy. wondering what to do ... oh well.. hope at least i don't have to go to school on 26th onwards. that way i at least happier. and the teachers only teach so little people. haha. liek 4? *shrugs* their problem. haha. oh well. signing off right now. hmm...a note for the day:
Life is no staright and easy corridor along
which we travel free and unhampered,
but a maze of passages,
through which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley.
But always, if we have faith,
a door will open for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that will ultimately
prove good for us
A.J.Cronin
some note i took from Who Moved My Cheese. really nice to think about. well, cya!
I don't know much...nowadays...feel like writing out something...something deep and dark... haha...not gonna say what it is... it concerns somethings...but well... not worth to know... don't bother... i'm getting on quite well with my school work. algebra really isn't that bad. really! i really enjoy algebra now. its quite fun palying with the unknowns. had my exams. one day exam... but 2 papers of hard subjects. life science... don't bother what it is. just bear in mind its hard. i didn't memorise the pGlo thing and the extracting DNA thing...but guess i got it correct. memory is good... as lnog as you don't lose it. It's mother's day... julia's b-day...and one guy's b-day... heh... not sure how am i going to celebrate. been around mom's eyes almost everyday. unlike my brotehr that is. exams in other schools are still going on. ...my brother's too... ahh...can't play when he's around... no...the computer is sitting ever so nicely in the living room, beckoning me to join...and what can i do... sniff* i wanna play... found a new game... desperatlely needs to play it... noooooo... meep. meep .meep. i need to get a hold of myself though. getting addicted...too much addicted. i need to keep a straight mind... doing quite well i think. hehe. i need to work on some other subjects still. zzz... feel like sleeping. raining...since 5. ahh...the weather forecast speaks true. aaa... feel like sleeping... should go sleep... cya
