oh great...for the first time i'm saying i'm lonely. not that i'm talking rots too. i am lonely. no one at home.....and i can't play my favourite game. to sum it up. i exhaust my entire book source right after the PSLE is finished. i'm finished. nothign to do...... and oh great... i haven't eaten my lunch. guess you think its usual. a second thought for me.. i eat lunch right after i reached home. which means i should have eaten my lunch about 3-4 hrs ago? haha....so now pathetic me has not eaten my lunch, feeling bored, and is damn lonely. (oh wait. i'm not supposed to say the word damn.. should be darn or very.) oh well.. so pathetic me has not eaten my lunch, feelign bored, and is darn/very hungry. even on msn no one is talking to me. so i'm going to get crazy any moment. then again, i lead a happy life. lets say this. xian just call me. ( short form for wei xian) ask me whether i can answer a few questions. its alright basically for me since i've nothing to do. so heres the dialogue. mind you its very very very short. and its in chinese so the translation might not be very accurate.

Xian: mind if i ask you a few questions?
Me: nah...not really..
Xian: ok... what do you want as a student that teachers have not given you?
Me: considering which teacher are you referring to.....
Xian:( didn't let me finished and just say) umm...just ANY teacher.
Me: hmm....(thinking back) nothing really. nothing in particular.
Xian: really nothing? as in what do you need as a student that a teacher has not given you?
Me: (really pondering hard...) really nothing. you know...i have friends, no one bully me, the school is good, the teachers are kind except for a minority of them which invites insults and hatred from us. i have freedom , the homework are ok, i can still live a normal life with no obstruction to my daily computer play.. really, really nothing.
Xian: like that ar....ok then.. thank you and bye!

And so ends the conversation of me and xian. oh really...i wonder what the others gave. i have a good life which i wish it has no change, a good family, a lot of friends so i'm not particularly that lonely and a computer that is good in a sense that when nothing happens to it, like virus or whatever, it works well. so i'm contended with my life, my school, the world. ok...not that contended since i haven't receive my PSLE results yet but its a good darn feeling that i'm free to do whatever i want.... come to think of it...... bojia isn't here... *sniff* i miss her dearly. shes a good freind. i don't want to wait till so long then see her!!!!!! WAH... and even worse. that day is the day we get back our PSLE results. so...will it be double happiness? happiness and sadness which equals to a rainbow? or only a single happiness? we'll see when the day has arrived! that sounds like a tv show ending oh well.. its alright for me. so now...with nothign to do, i'm gonna sign off. heres little hidden spirite logging off. till then, good day guys!