Wednesday, July 28, 2004
grrrr.......
nowadays, either we're joking or not being serious. then again..isn't joking not being serious?..-_-" ok...mr ong started the angel and moratl game. i can't believe myself again! do i have telekenisis?!?! you know...the first time, when i was taking drawing lots, i was thinking or cheryl. wah! i really got cheryl leah... weird hor? but then again, it might be concidence. so today we draw lots for second round. siao one. iwas thinking of that person would be my mortal and really, i got her! hey cool man! i must have physic power. sadly, i don't have enough prove, nor can i bent a spoon with just looking at it. ok lol! today really nthing happen much except that i'm still a bit you know, umm...mad? got a big shock yesterday and went crazy... like i wasn't suppose to go to my paino lesson, yet i went. then like i was wondering...how come that room got another student? then even more ridiculous, i was thinking of learning ting xie after finishing my lesson. bad......... i mean my piano lesson is always on wednesday so today would be tuesday. now thats a bit crazy. then i waited 10 minuts there!!! omg....i really got mad already... so doing nthing now to calme my soul....breath deep breath out..................................AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Sky sense hope at 7/28/2004 06:31:00 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
What would you do?
What would you do if...
you wake up at dawn... no one is stirring. you hear nothing as usual. so you got dressed. the light from the outside blinded you momentarily. your mum is already up, cooking for you. you washed yuor face, preparing to go to school right after you finished your breakfast. the food is ok to you...so you didn't sense anything. your sibling has gotten ready to go off. you gobbled the reamins of your food and trod after him/her. your mother got ready too and all 4 of you board the lift. halfway, someone you know board the lift too. thats when the shocking news come. " did you hear the crying just now?" " huh?" " someone commited suicide, just here. didn't you hear the crying? it was so loud! " colour began to drain from your face. What?! someone commited suicide?!?! you heard what you shouldn't heard. the life continue to descend. finally, it reached the first floor. you stepped out, careful to avoid the route that would lead you to the corpse. so you wound to your left. yes, you did avoid the corpse but you saw a person crying. the police are already here. you don't know what happen. you don't care what happen. you just walked past solemnly. bad luck though, you turned yuor head and saw the corpse. of couse its already covered but it still shock you. your mother gripped your hand tightly as you walked to the car...you do not know what will happen next again...
Sounds like a story eh? no....it isn't. this is true. this is what happened to me this morning. death again...i feel nothing once more. oly coldness...i've seen what i should not see and speak what i should not...i'll just stop here...suddenly the air here turned very cold....i wonder why.....and there isn't just one death, lots also. 2 more of my fishes die today....i think i better pray or preach just let myself off...
Sky sense hope at 7/27/2004 03:50:00 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
hot!
its hot nowadays guys! better drink some water... oo...and seems like all of us are in the for group for ss right? ( that is...excluding bojia) i really like to say this....we're drifting away from the main point. worse thing. why is it always the china's pears?!?! a...breath in breath out... lucky i didn't say much. better start drinking water again... someone somehow got coughs right? forget it... my fish are ok now... except that well, one died today again. maybe its dead, maybes its not...whatever it is, it just lose its tail. -_-" i'm not kidding. just lose its tail!!! well, no big feat for me since most of them lose their tail before they died. its totally disgusting and revolting but vegetating!!! ... fine i'm "L" i don't mind it nowadays... forget it again...exams coming again. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! better continue doing my revision!!!
Sky sense hope at 7/26/2004 03:18:00 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
lets all pray...regardless of your religion
ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! my house is turning into a death place! more deaths today!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! not to worry though, they aren't my family members. they're just...well, i shouldn't say just, they are fish! ever since my dad bought some
luo han fish, we've been catching some prawns and fish for those 2! okok....maybe food is alright. they are food. but the prawns, they jump right out of the tank and you can see them on the floor the next day. needless to say, death! then comes when my father set both fish free, ok we got rid of death but bad luck, we manage to keep 2 wild fish. they're special not like drainage fish but one is a wild carp and the other is like a mud fish?!?! dunno, lets see...the wild carp jumps towards the moon so it jumped out of the tank. the mud fish jumped away from the moon so still out of the tank. in the end, both died. death again...then now, my mom bought some fishes home. good huh? they started going crazy and now, infected. today most of them died. and what you know? still in the same old balcony where tons of living things had died. is that a curse place? is that a cementry? i don't know... all i know is that somehow, animals like there. you see, i once had umm...1 mouse that like escaping from its plank ( in case you might want to know what i mean... it means that i just used a plank and the mouse lived on it. it won't escape except when the bike is too close and it climbed down...) and it always ended up there. then i had 2 hamsters, 1 after the other. put them in the hamster ball and they most likely roll there. when my brother had 2 terrapins ( tortoise) they still went there. and recently, ( like one year ago) i just discovered there is a rat living under the balcony... animal paradise or animal cementry?!?!? whatever the hack...lets all pray...
Sky sense hope at 7/25/2004 01:09:00 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
to all..
well, dan and joan...its true...though i must say your were closer to min,P and the rest then me. but i also have my own batch of friends, those whom i have been competeing for the last few years. they were those who have been with me for a long way and make me really mad... and mr ong too...though i'm still in his class, everthing isn't the same anymore. i used to joke around, doing h/w like any other typical kid, thinking of it as a chore. but when there was streaming during the p4, i worked hard. we all did. i startedrealizing this isn't like the old days. just like now, everyone wanted to be in EM1. so i pushed myself, somehow now i'm crying again. i remember the others working together and asking me some qn...but i didn't answer them. i mean i was so competitive that i treat them as if they were my enemies. now i reallly regret it. when we all got back our report books, ( i got it first since i had to go band ) i was overjoyed...but soon sadness mingled with joy. i don'y know how to say it...even now, i'm swallowing air... everyone were either yelling with joy or sobbing. I remember that we all sang a song...wei xian breaking down ito tears when she knows that alan changed class. it was the cruelest thing ever. must all of us do this, being in seperate class and schools? but even after streaming i still wasn't serious. yes i admit, i'm cold- hearted. i didn't console anybody on any particular breaking. i just don't have any feelings. i'm not happy, i'm not sad...i'm just me! no feelings. then suddenly in come mr ong and new classmates. we got on pretty well i guess, i was no longer the joker. i take work seriously... i never returned to the old me again. yes...then we broke up. no feelings again. if you have seen me during those days...i'm alone... i prefered to do that. i'm just a stone. but i really missed 5k. the only class that made me feel different.. even though now, i don't have my best friend by my side anymore. we still contact but we're getting farther apart... i have nthing more to say...this is my experience only and i'm sharing it with your...
Sky sense hope at 7/24/2004 10:12:00 AM
Friday, July 23, 2004
ah sux....
today nthing much happen...i still can't believe that they still don't give me my retest!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!! but this is only a test ( calm down calm down jing ning) whew...i thought i would explode but definitely, i didn't... ( no offence bj or should i say explosion...but nvm...haha) seriously, todays like any other normal day...nothing interesting. sigh....its tough again. gonna go to tuition later is it me or am i really dead beat? guess i am dead beat...:X ugh...i want to sleep now...no i can't !!! forget it just post this away...
Sky sense hope at 7/23/2004 03:57:00 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
haha..
life is
unpleasant today...especially since like right after the 1.6km run. i can't stand it!!! everyone is tunning way way faster than me. oh i hate them...that includes
you too!!! but it feels kinda fun watching your run...really i mean as in we were shouting and your were trying to run fast. wei ern the best anyway. SO FAST! well, then like everything started to mess up in my head. well, smthing to do with myself so i won't write it out. didn't know b.o got a blog. well, now i know. it was stupid about the math qn...i couldn't even set it. reason number 1: i did a few caculations wrong. reason number 2: i still did smthing wrong as in read my steps wrong?!?! reason number 3: i'm getting stressed out by the kids in my group and the childish outcasts next door. woo....i can't stand a lot of things!!! its almost like asking me to die... nvm...getting mad again. anyway, came back home dead...wait...oh something happened on the lrt. like me and geelyn were waiting on the platform then out of the lift rushed a group of um...p4 and 1 p6. you know kelly chua? well, thats her the only p6. weird, we didn't invite her to talk and she just talked to us. good thing i was acting cool. say...how would you answer questions like this? " 6 what? 6 what?" Silence. " eh! you're what class arh?" Still not saying anything. " 6L ah har? " (OMG) " who says we were 6L?" ( thats me) " then what har p5 ar?" " p5 at this time go school already! " ( thats geelyn) " look at this ( poiting at nametag)" " Who says p5 at this time cannot be here. PLAY TRAUNT LAH! and the name tag afternoon section also got! " Silence...and then she babbled on about her playing traunt! you know what? she plays traunt every 3 days in a week?!?! omg...nvm... then geelyn was whispering to me" i don't want to stay here i don't want to stay here!" hehe...i told her to wait for next train lah and she says that she rather not waste time. ao i alighted at FAJAR, with kelly and a boy. i was like running away from her. nice ha? well, running is cool. i'm used to this anyway... so come home dying...and the fish in my aqaurium are acting weird... the were like digging at a corner of the tank. one of them even has a broken tail...dunno what happen we'll see tommorrow and i resolve ( or at least i hope) that i will write a daily post. =>
Sky sense hope at 7/22/2004 03:43:00 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
duhh
ok...fine i still admit that i don't do daily post. its ot like i have the time like danitza...( roll my eyes) o_O i'm getting stressed out by mr ong. ok not exactly stress out but umm...feeling different. but what he say is true. we're going to have to take psle soon. so we must sudy and not play everyday. ( is that a hint? ) -_-" so anyone started studying? to be truthful, i'm halfway have halfway have not. but i still don't know why people thinks that i will do well in psle becos of my sa1. i admit i did try my best but hey come on, people goes up or down ( though i hope that i don't go down ;) ) so you have room for improvement uless of cos you bar the door. everyone just try. and of cos, don't get stress out by your napfa. hmm..its not stress out, its muscle pain until cannot take. i know that the 1.6m seems long but hey...think again. in the stadium, its 4 rounds. but in the field, we take 10 rounds because its smaller. although i prefer the stadium cos to me its 4 rounds and we can go smaller, its basically the same. it might sound draining to run 10 rounds but its the same lah. believe me guys, its the same! so we all run 10 rounds today and almost everybody collasped huh? well, at least i survive, but my bones are aching now. hard to write... then we kiasu so everyone wrote a lot and stay back for recess to win the contest. KIASU!!!!! bad people!!! in the end all got same score lor! hahah!!! no time gd bye!
Sky sense hope at 7/13/2004 04:33:00 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
argh...tired
I swear man...it is really tiring. just came back from the singapore youth festival opening ceromony. *yawn the show really nice. and there was like marching bands, the military or whatever, and then theres a parachute display. that was simply fantastic. but then again, i didn't quite enjoy it. i mean the food we ate was so horrible. it was like a burger( specified means 2 pieces of bread clamped in a middle was fish fillet and a miserable piece of tomato and lettuce.) two curry puff( spcified means two miserable small and cold curry puff though i got sardine puff YUK!) well, we do have a choice..ok not we...and choice, its luck. somehow, there will be a puff sandwich. as in two miserable pieces of bread clamped with a curry puff and the tomato and lettuce. -_-" of course if you're "lucky" like me, you'll get a sardine puff. ugh.enough talking about the food. the choir was singing...and mdm/miss? haslinda was dancing and waving, also wanting us to do. well, thats fine. except that she did it for every songs. we even had to stand on benches.. but its really really fun. oo...there was this exciting part. we got featured on the big screen! so we scream and waved like lunatics. but we're really sane... the marching og the military was very nice. though actually, 3 people fainted. the commanding was so loud. we had to wear cute white gloves to represent wings, soaring in the sky... that was the motto for this year SYF. well, thats all, yawn..need sleep!!! zzzZZZZZZ
Sky sense hope at 7/04/2004 12:08:00 AM
